experimentation.

The other day, I met up with a new guy from online. For purposes of this entry, we shall refer to him as Mr. Claus, due to his wealth of toys. I probably won't be talking about him again because I doubt I'll see him again. It wasn't particularly bad, but it didn't end up being my cup of tea either.

Mr. Claus and I discussed using toys, something I'm not too familiar with. We had already decided what we'd do and what we'd use.

I arrived at his apartment and was immediately instructed to strip. We moved to the bedroom where we proceeded to touch, kiss, etc. He eventually moved down to rim me, which was really nice. Then, we moved onto our first "event" that we had discussed previously: the enema. He really wanted to administer one, so I said I'd let him. It was a little odd at first, but I quickly got over it.

After that was done, he lubed up my hole and inserted a small butt plug. Admittedly, I had never used one before. I liked the way it gave me a consistent feeling of being full. We left it in for a while to get me nice and stretched open while we kissed some more.

After having the butt plug in for, probably, 15 to 20 minutes, he wanted to move on to the dildo. Now, I didn't know how serious this dildo was going to be. It was a double-sided dildo, but it was ridiculously thick; like, thicker than a soda can. I didn't think I'd be able to take it. But with a lot of lube, some poppers and some patience, I was able to take it about 5 inches in. It was a lot to handle girth-wise, but once I relaxed enough, it felt so incredible to have my hole stretched open that wide. He kept trying to push it in deeper, sometimes when I would specifically ask him not to, so that got on my nerves.

He worked my butt with the dildo for another 20+ minutes before putting the butt plug back in (which wouldn't even stay in anymore) and getting some anal beads. They were the kind on the plastic string, not a regular string. Those felt pretty hot popping in and out of me.

Basically, we kept playing with these toys for almost two hours, which was fun, but I learned that I'm definitely more into actual sex than toys. And Mr. Claus was nice, but I wasn't feeling it when he would try and push my limits without my consent. It really bothered me, so I probably won't be seeing him again. It was a good learning experience, though. I learned that I love getting my hole stretched to its limits (which I kind of already knew) and I learned that I must truly be a bottom because for the majority of the session with Mr. Claus, my cock was soft but I was completely sexually aroused, which has never happened before. I'm always hard, but this time, I started out hard and the more intense the anal play got, the softer my cock got... but my level of excitement or arousal never dwindled. Interesting to me, at least.