plowed.

Ahhh, yes. I got fucked good the other night by Prof. Daddy. He had contacted me and asked if I was available, so I went over. It had been some time since I got fucked last, and I needed it.

We got into bed and started kissing and touching each other, wearing only our underwear. It wasn't long before we took those off. Lots of deep kissing, rubbing, grinding. He rolled on top of me and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he rubbed our cocks together. After a while, I rolled on top of him and rubbed my ass on his cock. Then, I moved down and sucked on it for a while and tasted his precum. I finally couldn't wait any longer, so I got back on top of him, lubed up his cock, and slid it into me bare. I rode him really good and he thrusted up into me deep. After a while, he started fucking me from behind while I moaned and screamed into a pillow. I yelled for him to keep fucking me, and I kept asking if he liked fucking me bareback. He plowed and plowed my ass until I begged him like a whore to shoot his load into me and, boy, did he ever. He thrusted so deep into me and let his cum flow inside my hole. He was so drained of energy that he sort of laid down on top of me while he was still in my ass. He finally pulled out and I could feel his cum leaking out of my hole. I flipped over onto my back and he fingered my wet, cummy hole while I jerked off and shot my own load all over my chest.

Later that night, we fucked again. My legs were on his shoulders and he fucked me for a good while until he came once more inside of me and I shot another load all over myself.

summer recap.

What a summer I had. I had a lot of sex, but it wasn't with anyone I know. Not once did I hook up with any of my usual fucks from home. This wasn't intentional; it just happened that way. But I did discover a bathhouse that is roughly an hour from my home and I made sure to frequent it. I'd say I went there ten times or so over the summer. I fucked my way all over that place. I had some mindblowing sex there.

1. There was a guy in his early 20s, foreign, and incredibly hot. He followed me to my room and we made out for about ten minutes before we even touched each other anywhere. We sucked each other for a long time before I let him fuck me really good with his big cock (it was protected). I shot my load while he was in me, and he shot his in the condom while he was deep in my ass. We cuddled for a while, and then he sat on my cock bare and rode it until I shot my load on my chest and he squirted out another one. All in all, we were together for almost two hours in my room, just kissing and having sex. Nothing was rushed or hurried; it was fantastic.

2. There was a man that was at the bathhouse on a few of the times I went. He was mid-30s, tall, shaved head, nice body. The first time we had sex was in this little dark room they had. I fucked him up his ass bare and dumped a load in him. I fucked him on five or so other occasions in various places, leaving my load in his ass each time. He loved it so much.

I got fucked a lot, mostly by older guys, ranging from mid-40s to early-60s... the age range that I LOVE. Only one or two times did I ever let any of them slip it in bare. Even those times, I let them put it in raw, but after a few strokes, I made them put on a condom. So, no loads in my ass this summer. But I'm fine with that. I didn't want to get breeded by any random guys, no matter how tempting the idea may have been.

Just before I left home to return to college, I had a serious urge for some cock, but it was too late to drive an hour to the bathhouse. So, I went to a local rest stop to see if I could pick up a trucker (something I've never done). I had no luck, but that didn't stop me. I was driving down the highway when I passed an 18-wheeler. Something inside me said to try and I did. I pulled up ahead of the 18-wheeler and tapped my brakes so the lights flashed at him. He flashed his high beams to acknowledge me. I let him pass and I immediately started following him. He flashed his lights later and I flashed mine back just to let him know that I was following him. After a few miles, he pulls into another rest stop. I followed him, parked, and went into the bathroom. This whole time, I was hoping and praying that he would be interested and be somewhat attractive. When he walked in, I was stunned. He was absolutely gorgeous; mid-30s, muscular build, blonde hair. I moved to the urinal next to him to make sure he was interested and he flashed me his enormous 10-inch and incredibly thick cock. He asked if I wanted it and I responded affirmatively and he said to follow him to his truck.

We got in the truck and he took off all of his clothes, except for the jockstrap he was wearing. I took of my jeans and underwear. He laid down on the bed in the back and I serviced his huge cock for a good ten minutes until he shot his load in and on my mouth. I kept playing with it at it went soft and it soon started to grow again. I sucked him for another ten minutes until I told him to fuck my face. We switched places and he sat on my chest and fucked my mouth. I begged him to squirt on my face and he did not disappoint. As I left his truck, I did the Walk of Shame that I love so much, except this time it was a bit different. I had to walk through the parking lot, full of cars with people in them, in order to get to my car. In case they were suspicious of where I was coming from and what I was doing, I suggestively wiped the corners of my mouth and licked my fingers. After that, I went home.

I have yet to hook up with anyone since then, but trust me, once I do, you'll be the first to know. ;)

return.

I have returned.

I will post my sexual encounters once they actually start happening. It's still a little hectic since I just got back, but don't you fret.

out of town.

For the summer, I am back in my hometown, which is not in the state of New York. My posts will, most likely, be even less frequent than they have been, but I will still update from time-to-time with stories of hookups and sexual encounters that happen here... or wherever I am. But don't fret; I will be back in NYC come September.

oops.

I was horny last night, so I was cruising on Craigslist. I posted an ad and a guy that had replied to previous ads of mine replied to this one, too. He's mid-to-late 20s and very cute. We exchanged emails and did all that stuff and agreed to meet up.

I showed up at his building and we went up to his apartment. We walked into his room and he took off his pants and laid down on the bed. I immediately got down and starting sucking him. In the middle of giving him head, he asked me to take off my pants. He didn't touch me or anything, but I guess he just wanted me to take them off. I continued sucking him for, probably, ten minutes or so. Then he told me to rub my ass on his cock, so I got on top of him and started grinding my ass on his cock. He grabbed my hips and started rocking them and he ended up slipping the head of his cock in my ass. I let him keep it in for a little bit, but then I got off of him and went back to sucking; I wasn't in the mood to get fucked. I sucked him for a few more minutes and then told him that I wanted his load on my face. He told me to lay on my back. He knelt beside me and had me suck him while he played with my balls and my ass. Suddenly, and seemingly at the speed of light, he lifted my legs onto his shoulders and attempted to slip his cock into my ass. I managed to stop him, but part of me couldn't resist, so I let him in me a little bit. But after that, I told him I couldn't. So, he pulled out and I sucked him some more... but I just needed it, so I told him to fuck me. He got right back into that position and slammed himself into me in one stroke. I started to stroke myself and moan loudly and he covered my mouth with his hand while pumping away at my hole. He asked me if I was ready for my cum and I attempted to say "No," but he told me that I was going to take it. I shook my head because I didn't want him to cum inside of me, but then he groaned, "Here it comes," and he pushed himself all the way in me and dumped his load in my ass. I proceeded to shoot my load on myself.

He pulled out of me, grabbed a towel, and wiped off his cock. I stood up, took the towel, and cleaned myself up a bit before becoming slightly frozen. I stood there for a few moments with my legs shaking uncontrollably, thinking about what had just happened. I put on my clothes and showed myself out. Neither of us said one word to each other. I only waved without a smile as I left.

I don't know if what happened constitutes as a form of rape, but I know that part of me enjoyed it and another part of me wishes I could go back and change it.

revisit.

I hooked up with Prof. Daddy the other night. He texted me at a very late hour, but I was in the mood, so I made the trek up to his place.

It was good sex as usual, except we were both so eager to cum because we hadn't been with each other in quite some time. There was a lot of touching, kissing, rubbing, grinding. I sucked his cock and got it really wet, then I climbed on top of him and sat down on it bare. I rode it really good for a few minutes until we both exploded at the exact same time; me all over his stomach and chest and him inside of me. That was one of the most powerful orgasms I've ever had, mainly because we came simultaneously, which has never happened before. It was quite an experience.

After regaining some energy, we went at it again. He came in my ass again while fucking me from behind. I attempted to cum again, but it was taking forever (even though I was rock hard), so I decided to call it quits. He was so nice about it, though; he really wanted me to cum again! He was sucking me, fingering me, licking my balls and doing whatever he could to make me cum, but I was just so spent from that first incredible orgasm. It was a great evening.

I got some money for cab fare. And this time, I actually spent it on the cab ride home.

sleepover.

I spent the night with Out-of-Town Daddy the other night. We had previously discussed the possibility of this happening, but it just hadn't happened yet. I went over to his hotel at around 11:00pm and we had quite the romp. We started with lots of deep kissing, touching, body contact, sucking. He proceeded to rim me for a good ten to fifteen minutes before he started rubbing his cock on my hole. Somehow, the idea of me fucking him came up and he was into it. He lubed up, I put on a condom and he sat on my cock and rode it for a good while. I've topped before and it was good, but it's been better before. He really wanted to get in my ass, so before either of us could cum, he got off my cock and started fingering me. I told him I was ready for it, so I had him put on a condom (I had prepared myself for getting fucked, but for some reason, I wanted him to wear one just in case I wasn't as thorough as usual). After that, it was the usual... a ridiculously hard ass-pounding in all different positions.

Basically, he made me cum three times in all. The first time was when he had my legs pretty much over my head and he was squatting down to thrust into me. I ended up squirting a really big load all over my body up to my neck. After that, I cleaned up and we went to sleep. In the middle of the night, I woke up rock hard and so I grabbed his hand and put it on my cock. He woke up and he fucked me again... this time, it was bare. He pulled out for a bit and shoved three fingers in my ass, which made me cum all over myself again. This time, he wouldn't let me clean up, so I fell asleep in his arms, covered in my cum. The third time was in the morning. I was too sore to get fucked again, so he made me cum from touching and sucking. Also, he shot his one and only load of the event all over my chin, which he then rubbed all over my face. It was delightful.

I was definitely at my slutty best that night. I was literally screaming for cock: "I NEED YOUR COCK... PUT IT IN MY ASS... I NEED COCK IN ME... RAPE ME, DADDY," etc. No matter what position I was in, I was aching for cock in me. If I was on my back, I spread my legs as wide as I could and opened my hole for him. If I was on my hands and knees, I arched my back so my ass stuck out and I thrusted my ass into the air, hoping for a cock to be shoved into me. I was breathing so hard and grunting and moaning and whimpering and screaming so much. Yet again, I felt like a disgusting whore. And I loved it.

He also gave me some money for a taxi when I left in the morning.

I took the subway home.

attention.

Is it bad that I am so excited that my blog has already been read by (at least) two bloggers I admire? One put me on his blogroll and another told me that he wants to fuck me! I'm an attention-whore already (kind of) and this is definitely fueling that. Now, regarding the latter blogger, I truly don't know if I could meet up with him. He's on a pedestal in my book and I would truly hate to be a disappointment to him. It's almost as if I don't consider myself worthy enough to be with him. And he would, most likely, want to cum inside me, but I've just started letting one guy do that... I don't know if I'm ready just yet to start letting random guys do it.

I don't think I could ever be as much of a slut as I dream of being. I can definitely fuck guys I meet online, etc., but I have dreams of being really nasty. Like, getting a hotel room and posting an ad on Craigslist, allowing guys to come over freely and use me, protected or unprotected. I dream of going to a bathhouse and getting a room, laying on my stomach and leaving the door wide open. I dream of letting any man cum inside of me. But I don't think I could ever follow through. I'm sorry to be so wanh-wanh right now, but I've been grappling with myself about it lately. I just have a family and a career ahead of me and I would hate to do anything that would be detrimental. So, I'll be a slut, don't you worry... just not one of those completely nasty ones.

You know what else I dream of? Getting paid for all this. I've had sex with so many men from online that I look back and wish that I had charged them. But they probably wouldn't have paid when they can just hop back online and find someone that won't charge them. I want to be able to go over to a guy's apartment/hotel room and be of service to him (like I usually do) and walk out of there with a little extra cash in my pocket. I wouldn't charge outrageous prices or anything. It'd just be a little bit of extra income for a struggling college student.

Skater and I haven't spoken still. We've seen each other around campus and in classes and nodded or said "Hey," but that was the extent of it. So, I don't think I've completely botched that acquaintance, but I think it sustained a little damage.

I, unfortunately, haven't gotten laid in a little while, so there aren't any experiences for me to share with you. But don't you fret... as soon as I have one, you'll be the first to know. ;)

Oops.

Maybe trying to hookup with Skater wasn't such a good idea. I sent him a message online (claiming that I was still drunk) hinting not-so-subtly that if he started questioning his sexuality, or if he just was horny, that he could give me a call. I didn't get a response. I wrote an apology the next day, saying that I would never write anymore messages to anyone when I was drunk because I didn't want to embarrass myself anymore. He didn't reply to that one either.

A daddy that I haven't met yet wrote me online looking to hookup tonight. It was kind of last minute, so I wasn't able to, but I hope to meet him soon.

Frustration.

I'm frustrated. Sexually frustrated. Very sexually frustrated. I have a girl-friend in town visiting, so she has been staying in my dorm for the past two nights (tonight is the third) and I want to get laid. I never get laid in my room; I haven't hooked up with anyone at my school and I've never brought anyone back to my room, but I'd just like to be able to get naked and masturbate while cruising online. Is that so much to ask? I'm lucky because I don't have a roommate, so I am free to live life in my dorm room as I please. But when I do have to share it, I get irritated. I am constantly horny and I need to constantly... well, get myself off, be it alone or with others. So, you can imagine my frustration when I say that today will be the third day that I haven't jerked off.

I'm starting to try and hookup with some guys at my school. I've always been intimidated by guys my own age. If you point out a graying, middle-aged man and tell me to bed him, that's a piece of cake. But ask me to do the same to one of my peers and I get flustered. But lately, I've been using intoxication as an excuse for my uncharacteristic behavior. There is some kid that goes to my school (we'll name him Skater). Skater has the potential to be really cute. He's got long shaggy hair, dresses in your typical skater clothes, but isn't very impressive. If he cut his hair and put on some nice clothes, everyone would be fawning over him. But for some reason, I'm able to see his potential clearly. Anyway, Skater says he's straight but I'm not the only one that thinks he could be curious, so last night, I got trashed with some friends. Skater was there. I flirted with him openly, which included touching his chest and his stomach, telling him that he is cute, etc. At one point, he was talking to someone else and, for some reason, lifted up his shirt to reveal his smooth chest and treasure trail. I told him not to do that in front of me again or else I'd molest him, but he just laughed and said, "That's fine." So, later, I told him that I wanted to talk to him, so I pulled him aside and gave a small preamble, blaming my excessive alcohol intake for anything offensive that may come out of my mouth. I then asked him flat out, "Do you like boys?" He answered "no," which was quite disappointing, but I followed up with, "Hmm... okay. Well, if you decide you might want to think about that again, you have my number." He wasn't the least bit offended, freaked out, or otherwise. In fact, tonight I got a little tipsy again and he was there, slightly drunk, and we were talking just as normal. He would occasionally put a hand on my laugh while laughing and the like, so I'm definitely not giving up anytime soon. I will get his dick in my mouth. I promise.

First time... sort of.

Okay, three posts in one day (well, kind of... it's officially Wednesday, but I have yet to go to bed). A lot, I know, but I really get a kick out of this. It's kind of liberating (and titillating) to write about and relive the things I have done. This post is about something new to me. It happened last week with a Daddy, whom we shall call Professor Daddy, that I have been hooking up with for a while now. He and I have grown to have a mutual friendship besides our sexual relationship, despite the age gap. I have come to really trust him and have a great rapport with him.

Prof. Daddy loves my ass. Really. Once when we hooked up, I wasn't really in the mood to get fucked (hey, it happens) and he just couldn't cum. He was so looking forward to fucking my ass and he was a little disappointed when he found out he wouldn't be getting it. I felt bad. Oh, I didn't give in, but I assured him that I would make up for it. Anyway, so last week, we were having sex (I let him fuck me bare) when I got an idea. "I can trust you, right, Daddy?" I asked as I was on my back getting pounded. "Of course you can," he replies. "Do you promise, Daddy?" "Yes, I promise," he says. After a slight pause, I asked a question I had never asked before. "Will you cum inside me, Daddy?" This was completely new territory for me. I've been fucked bareback a bunch of times by a few different guys, but they had all agreed to pull out before they shot their loads. I had always wanted to have a guy cum in my ass, but I wanted to wait until it was one that I trusted. Prof. Daddy was the one.

"Please, Daddy?" "Only if you want me to." It was nice that he made sure I wanted it, rather than just immediately unload in my hole. I begged for his cum in my ass while he continued to pound me. Finally, those familiar moans and shudders came and I realized that my dream was coming true; a man was actually dumping his load deep inside of me. This gave me such an incredible rush. I love feeling like a dirty whore when I'm getting fucked and getting breeded was the pinnacle of such a feeling. I felt like a disgusting cumdump, a cheap slut that needed constant loads squirted in his ass. And I loved it. After he finished and pulled out, I dug some cum out of my ass with my fingers and slurped it up as I jacked myself off. I was in complete ecstasy. I shot my load all over myself as my fingers were deep in my hole, playing with the cum that was freshly deposited inside.

After a short break, Prof. Daddy and I went for round two. He jackhammered my ass doggy-style and gave me a second load up my ass, at which point I proceeded to fish the cum out of my hole and feed it to myself again as I had another mind-blowing orgasm.

I think, for right now at least, he'll be the only guy I let cum inside me.

There's nothing better than walking out of a man's apartment and smirking at the doorman as you pass by, knowing that you just finished being the biggest whore you could be... especially when there's a fresh load or two inside of you.

A regular.

On Saturday, I met up with one of my regular daddies. He's in his late 50s/early 60s, but he's in excellent shape. He's from out of state but he comes to NYC weekly, usually. We don't get together every time he comes into the city, but sometimes we do. He called to tell me that he was hosting a small group in his hotel room this time. Every time we've hooked up in the past, it's just been us. He said there were two other daddies and two other boys coming. I know not to expect all parties to show up at a group event like this, so I took what he said with a grain of salt.

Lo and behold, when I show up at the room ten minutes late, I'm the first one there. One of the other daddies canceled and another one is AWOL; he never returned Daddy's calls. The other two boys should be showing up sometime soon. So, Daddy and I play around for a little bit. He's wearing a shirt and white boxer-briefs. We start making out and touching each other, grabbing each other's asses and hardening cocks. I get on my knees for a taste of his dripping cock.

A few minutes later, one of the boys shows up. I realize that Daddy clearly has a type; this boy looks just like me! Of course, he's even slimmer and has a better body, but whatever. Instead of me being bitter, I'm intimidated. He's cuter than me and he's in better shape. But he's in his mid-20s, so I automatically win in my mind. We say hello, then they begin kissing for a while. The boy decides to go freshen up. During this period, Daddy comes back to me and we start fooling around on the couch. He takes off my jeans and I'm left in my sweater and my cute little American Apparel briefs. He pulls them down just enough so only my butt is out, then pushes my legs up over my head and starts to rim me. I absolutely love when he does this. The boy comes back and is just watching. Daddy and I kiss some more, then he goes back to my butt. Eventually, Daddy sits back on the couch next to me and I take off my briefs. The boy undoes his pants and comes over. He gets on his knees and starts blowing Daddy. I play with Daddy's nipples while he's getting blown.

We decide to migrate to the bed. The boy doesn't seem very interested in me. I don't think it's personal; I just think he's more into daddies than younger guys. I have no problem with that. But he and I kiss a little bit and suck each other for a short while anyway. Daddy begins to eat his ass out and they boy asks him, "Can you fuck tonight?" Daddy replies affirmatively and the boy asks him to get a condom. This stood out to me because this daddy and I usually fuck bare, and I didn't realize that he didn't mind using condoms. Daddy wrapped it up and got himself and the boy lubed, put the boy's legs on his shoulders and pushed himself into the boy in one go. The boy was loving it. They fucked like that for a minute until the boy decided he wanted to ride it. He got on top and rode Daddy's cock like it was going out of style. After a few minutes, he shot his load all over his leg and Daddy's stomach. He went to go clean up, but Daddy and I were still ready for more.

Daddy and I kissed and he went and ate out my ass some more. Somewhere in this period, the other boy left! We had no idea that he left, but that was okay... More for me! Daddy was ready to fuck some more, so I asked him to get a condom. He got one, and before he opened the package, he decided to tease me a little, so he put my legs on his shoulders and started rubbing his cockhead on my hole. I couldn't resist, so I pushed my ass against him and let the head slip in. I have a tendency of doing this; letting guys fuck me bare for a few seconds before they put on the condom. I don't know why. Well, once he was inside me, it felt too good to pass up, so I told him to forget the condom. I don't know what it is about this daddy, but he is a ridiculously good fuck. He's not very big at all, but he knows how to work an ass... and it takes him FOREVER to cum.

I've never been fucked for such a long time. He fucked me in various positions at various intensities at various speeds for at least an hour and a half straight. Occasionally, he'd pull out for a bit, but he would make sure that my hole was occupied by his fingers, usually one or two. By the end of the night, he had three fingers slipping in and out of me with such ease that I didn't even bat an eye. This was a bit startling to me, considering I'm quite tight and two fingers is usually a bit of a difficulty. My ass was so stretched out compared to its usual state. He had me grabbing the sheets, biting the pillows, screaming my head off, and literally begging for his cock. Sometimes when I'm getting fucked, I like to play up the aspect of being a cockwhore, you know? I really do want it, but I like to play it up just a tad so the guy that's fucking me gets really into it because he sees how much I'm enjoying it. There was no pretense here. I was a legit cockwhore. I felt like an addict that needed more and more and more of my drug. I've never been such an aggressive bottom, pulling him deeper into me, not allowing him to pull out of me when he needed a break, grunting and sweating and NEEDING cock inside of me. I was possessed. And I loved every moment.

It wasn't until the end of the hour and a half that I started to ride him and that set me over the edge. I shot a crazy load all over his chest and stomach and my legs were shaking like an earthquake. I came so hard and screamed so loud that I am positive the people staying next door heard me. Well, they probably heard me screaming and the bed banging against the wall for the entire hour and a half. I got off of Daddy's cock and we cuddled for a few minutes before I attempted to walk and hop into the shower. Then I realized: Daddy still hadn't cum! I apologized and he assured me that there were no worries. "It takes me forever to cum," he said.

I left the hotel with Jell-O legs. My ass was incredibly sore, but that's just the sign of a good fuck.

I wonder when Daddy's coming back into town...

The beginning.

I've been inspired by the various blogs I read from people recording their sexploits.

I am 18 years old. I live in Manhattan. I am currently in college. And I'm a slut. I cruise for sex online as well as other places, always looking for my next hookup.

My friends don't really know how much of a slut I am. They know, for instance, that I'm gay and I have a preference for men older than myself, but they don't know that I have slept with men old enough to be my grandfather. They don't know that I cruise online. They also don't know that, once in a while, I like to fuck/get fucked bareback. It gets kind of irritating hiding all this from them, so why not put it on the internet for the entire world to read?

I intend to document my sexual encounters in this blog. I will not lie. I will not stretch the truth. Names of people (and maybe some locations) may be changed, but you can rest assured that everything in this blog will be 100% fact.

Perhaps some background of myself is in order. I grew up in suburbia. I always knew I was gay. I started cruising online when I was 14. I wasn't actively looking for sex necessarily, but more like looking around to see what was going on. But after a short while, I started having the urge to experiment. I rarely lied about my age online, so I had a lot of older men messaging me, looking to have sex with a 14-year-old. Oddly enough, I didn't find it creepy; I found it exciting. I finally decided to meet up with one after school one day. (This was my freshman year of high school.) Basically, we met up, went into the woods in a local park and sucked each other off. He also rimmed me for the first time, which was amazing. We met up a second time when I was 15 and he was the first guy to fuck me. It was unprotected. He was around 45 years old. Very sexy with a nice-sized cock with a very big head. He didn't seem like a predator or a creepy pedophile; obviously, he is, but he was very sweet. We still keep in contact to this day.

That's how it all started. Since then, I've found lots of guys online, all old enough to be my father, some older. I've had sex with men in parks, public restrooms, apartments, hotels, bathhouses, pretty much anywhere. I've had threesomes, foursomes and moresomes. I've topped. I've bottomed. I've done both simultaneously. I've roleplayed. (If I had a penny for every time I've screamed "Daddy"...) I've swallowed. I've spit. I've had married men. I've had fathers. I've had college professors (not my own... yet). I've had Wall Street businessmen. I've had men in their offices during the workday. I've barebacked/been barebacked. I've had restaurant waiters when they should have been serving customers. I've had anonymous men in my mother's house while she was out or upstairs sleeping. I've done a lot.

I'm 18 years old.

Who links to me?